Sunday, September 18, 2011

Yang Cacat Dan Terhina

Berapa banyak hati
mengesan dan terkesan,
Lepasnya cerita terbiar di jalanan;
yang peduli dan yang mendiamkan...

Betapa cantiknya dunia :
sedang yang peduli tiada upaya,
sedang yang upaya merasa tiada,
kekal cacatlah sekelompok manusia.

Dalam hati yang juga ada kebersihan,
Seruang lapang merindukan kasih,
Kasih manusia kasih merasa
dari penganggungan cacat terhina.

Betapapun pura-pura
Niat busuk tersembul-sembul jua,
Sepatah kalimat yang datangnya dari syurga ;
Manusia disini hanya punya cacat dan hina.

Ia yang punya kesempurnaan
Melihat yang kurang hanya menyemak bumi,
Ia yang dengan sekali geram menikam :
Cacat dan terhina tidak ada tempat disini...

Mahsuri S.N

Friday, September 16, 2011

THIS TIME AROUND, I SHOULD WRITE ABOUT YOU GUYS...


i've known her for about 8 years.. we become so close.. we're like sibling.. her whole family welcome me like i am their own blood.. i really appreciate the love that they all give to me.. i'll do anything for you Adilah Abdul Manan.. i know that i hurt your feeling when i don't come to your wedding day..i am really really am sorry for that.. we've been through a lot together.. you are not changed at all eventhough you're married now.. and the most important thing was, you gave birth to a very lovely baby girl yesterday.. 16th September 2011.. well, i can celebrate my birthday with her later.. i hope our relationship will last forever.. loves you...






her name is Hazwani Razin... well wanie, as you already know, i envy you everytime you gets the higher marks than me.. i cannot stand whenever you a head over me.. hehhe.. to me, you are my challenger.. well, in so many way, i think we had a lot in common... or maybe it just me thinking that way.. hurm.. do you know that whenever i hear you or see you, i felt that all my problem gone away..maybe because of your clumsiness(i dont even know if this is a word) and laughter.. hehehe...






My lovely twin Nurhaizah Anis Narissa... she may look so lovely but the truth, she's really hard inside.. currently she study at UPSI.. i really enjoy the time that we spent together.. i know that past two and three years, i seldom contact you.. not like i forget you, it just me.. i dont even contact will others.. i may sometimes misunderstood you, but at the end of the day, i still believe you.. i don't care what people may say about you, because i know you better than them.. you know what Anis, i love you and most of all, i believe in you..





tottttttttttttt~ handsome girl named Nur Baiti Amirah.. she's very soft-hearted person.. no matter how annoyed she was with someone, she'll never have the guts to not befriend with one.. i admire that from her... her strength is her friendship.. she's never forgot her friend... shes very royal.. i know tot, i used to bullied you when we are in form 2 and i'm sorry for that... iknow no matter how far we may get, you will still remember me right?? so do I...






this Chinese looking girl is one of my besties.. actually i known her since 6 years ago but we got more close when we were both attending the same college in Kedah.. Marina Saifuddin, the one that i always looked up to.. she's caring.. she cares about me a lot and i think her as my own sister eventhough we're the same age.. one thing that actually i learn a lot from her is to think positively.. she might not know this but she is the one who taught me to be strong and positive.. and for that, i really thank her... i hope you will get the love of your life very soon.. heheh...






kak Dieya.. Nurul Nadirra Abd Rahman... She's comfort me all the time.. i actually know her since we were in primary school.. i used to be a very scary prefect at school and she used to hate me too.. hehe... so funny when i think about it... sometimes her word may be harsh but she didn't mean it...she is a straight person, so she might just speak her minds out.. thats her charm... she might have said things wrongly but she's very soft... she hugged me whenever i need her.. kak dieya, hang mmg terbaeekkk!!


 little girl fatin... she's funny.. and she likes to gotcha me...aishhh... i still remember about tha Naufal thing... how she said that naufal helps her... until i end up PM to naufal saying Thank you for helping my friend... so embrassing... she' the one that take my pictures with poknik..my secret crush... actually not a secret anymore..heheh... among the Sailormoon, she's the one who always do keep in touch with all of us... forr that, i'm very grateful to have you as my friend...








this funny girl named Nurul Nabilla Abd Rahman... she's the strongest among us, Sailormoon... she gets what she want... she's can be very aggresive in persuading and getting the ''man'' that she like.. she's very straight forward and she's not hiding anything from us... she likes to eat, well of cause, that is also my thing... i don't know why but i keep thinking about your blue scaf, the one that shamim gave you..i hate that scarf.. so blue...errrrrrrrr








this time around. i'll show you my bestfriend in Universiti Sains Malaysia... Saira Sazleen, she's everywhere with me.. she's like my shadow, or me as her shadow..hehehe... she's there whenever i need her, she's always available... haha... we eat, we spent, we do everything together... i hope that we'll still in touch even after our graduation in two years time.... hehhe...




Ain Shamin Kamil... sweet little girl with a very matured appereance and thought... she's very independent i adore her for that... i love when you always concern about me..you like my mother here...hehehe... if i ever made a mistake, plz forgive me... i just being me... anyway, loves you....






They are peoples that i loved... i am not good in expressing my love, my concern to you guys, but deep inside i hope you know that i always love you...


Allofus (sorry wanie, cant fine those with your pic in it..huhu)

Sailormoon


Batians

you know what is funny???

Actually, I am not a Leo... I am a VIRGO... it just happened that i like this colour(RED)..hahhaha

first two weeks... September's

my fingers freeze... im not sure what to write..i faced the same thing everytimes i want to start updating my blog.. well, i'm not a good writer nor a creative thinker..hehe.. 

starting from 12 Sept 2011, the new semester has begun...as expected, the first week was the toughest.. with all the registration and juniors and convocation and whatsoever, drowning me..arghhhh, what a chaotic week.. i really had a very long holiday... my head cannot think straight, my legs move so slow... there were so much going on and i felt like crying..

cry...ermm... sometimes i felt like i was so alone here.. i don't know who to speak with, and maybe it is because i felt so insecure.. i may look tough on the outside but the thing is, i'm a fragile one... well yeah, i may also forget things easily, but when i faced those misery or trouble or whatsoever they called, sometimes, i said sometimes,i do think of something stupid..i mean,very stupid..

this week maybe hard, but in two weeks later, i'll forget whatever happened... and i know, that is my strength....

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

when i start wrote this~ its 0330...

it has been a few weeks now.. doing nothing at home sounds like very pathetic right? well, it is, sometimes.. i should write something here.. but my fingers wont move and my brain freeze just like the iceberg.. haha.. i really think that i'm able to write something good or atleast have a topic to discuss about but hopeless....... what should i have as a theme?? hurm..never thought about it.. arghhhhhhhh, writing drives me crazy..i hate writing... isk isk isk

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Monday, April 11, 2011

Eli oh Eli~

i may not really know him..but then, i think that he's my soulmate...hahaha..what a funny thing to say... peeps might probably know how crazy i am,but really, im into him..hahahaha..im lucky becoz there's no one to read my blog,but i dont care..maybe someday,i will write a better one and let peeps know bout it..but for now, im juz being me..a sweet teenage girl (am i?)...kkkk...i really dont know what am i sayin'...ouch...i should stop now...kkemanhae~

Sunday, April 10, 2011

i've been trying...too much~



#ROMANIZATION
[ELI]
Yo
Listen up.
This is my tragic love story
Just to break in my heart.

[HOON]
Na ajikdo noreul jiul su eobseo
Jakku jakku niga saenggakna
Niga nomu bogoshipo

[UKISS]
Bamsae hansumdo jalsu eobseo

[HOON]
Nae mam changmuneul dudurineun bissuri
Niga ddeona beorin kujari
Nomunado keuriwuoseo

[KEVIN]
Bamsaehansumdo jalsu eobseo nan

[AJ]
Bitgil Bikyeo jinaganeun naui duit moseub
Amu geotdo halsu eobsneun naneun / geodeub
Haeseo maeil nanddo huhireulhae / mianhae
Gidohae I want you to be back
I can’t gyeondil su eobseo / nega Eobsneun haru nigga / chameul su eobseo
Nungae Nunmul heulreo / naega
Again noreul itjeul su isseulgga
Eonjeggaji naneun ireolgga

[SOOHYUN]
Na ajikdo noreul jiul su eobseo
Jakku jakku niga saenggakna
Niga nomu bogoshipo

[UKISS]
Bamsae hansumdo jalsu eobseo

[SOOHYUN]
Nae mam changmuneul dudurineun bissuri
Niga ddeona beorin kujari
Nomunado keuriwuoseo

[UKISS]
Bamsaehansumdo jalsu eobseo nan

[KISEOP]
O ireon oneulbamdo oneulbamdo her

[ELI]
Bamsae neoman saenggakhae naneun jal su eobseo
Why did I turn on this love show?
Neowa naui sain meoleotyeosseo
Naega i sarangui hainieosseo
Why did we fight? Urin wae iraettneunde Did you lose the sight? Urin saranghaettneunde
Naega wae i sungan meomchuo ittneunde
Baboya naega pilyohan geon baroneoya

[DONGHO]
Eoggaega chuk neuleojyeo ittneun neo
Hansumman ddang ggeojige suineun neo
Dandanhan gaseumman tangtang chineun neo
Duson moa haneulege gidohaneun neo
Ilgeorago mosubi naneun sangsangiga Uri da ijja jiuja nabbeun gieokdeuleulda
I’m sorry neoga eoddeolju ara Mianhadan mal bake hal su eobseo na

[KEVIN]
Na ajikdo noreul jiul su eobseo
Jakku jakku niga saenggakna
Niga nomu bogoshipo

[UKISS]
Bamsae hansumdo jalsu eobseo

[KEVIN]
Nae mam changmuneul dudurineun bissuri
Niga ddeona beorin kujari
Nomunado keuriwuoseo

[UKISS]
Bamsaehansumdo jalsu eobseo nan

[KEVIN]
O ireon oneulbamdo oneulbamdo her

[ELI, DONGHO, AJ]
You and I, uriui ggeun nohjima
Don’t deny our r² Ï€ Naege wa ije da gwenchana
Dashi Dashi modeungeol sijakhaneun geoya

[UKISS]
Bamsae hansumdo jalsu eobseo

[HOON]
Na ajikdo noreul jiul su eobseo
Jakku jakku niga saenggakna
Niga nomu bogoshipo
Bamsae hansumdo jalsu eobseo (jal su eobseo)

[KEVIN]
Nae mam changmuneul dudurineun bissori (bissori)
Niga ddeona beorin kujari (kujari)
Nomunado keuriwuoseo
Bamsaehansumdo jalsu eobseo

#TRANSLATION
(Eli) Yo listen up, this is my tragic story, just to break into my heart (check it) 

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Hoon) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(AJ) The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn't do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back. 
I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you. 
My tears are falling again. 
Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ? 

(Soohyun) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Soohyun) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kiseop) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli) I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight ? Why were we like that ? 
Did you lose the sight ? We used to be in love. 
Why am I stuck in this moment ? The one I need is you, silly. 

(Dongho) You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying to the heavens with your hands clasped
I think of you getting up. Let's forget and erase all our bad memories. 
(I'm sorry) How would you ? I cannot say anything besides 'I'm sorry'. 

(Kevin) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli, AJ, Dongho) You and I, don't cut our cord. 
Don't deny our r²Ï€ 
Come to me, everything is fine now. 
We will start everything over, over again. 

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

{u kiss - o33o}
--
credit
romaji+translation: dillawlietshirotan
written by plopipay@ksplash
~TAKE OUT WITH CREDIT~

Monday, February 28, 2011

Hey Jude- The Beatles

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na na na, na na, na na na na

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you? Hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Na na na, na na, na na na na, yeah

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
Better, better, better, better, better, oh!

Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude
Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude

Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude
Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude

Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude
Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude
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People might think this song is a gay song but to me it is more than that..i think out of the box..i dont see any gay here..i see GAY=happiness...btw,it's a lullaby song for dean..obviously...


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Sunday, February 20, 2011

Future Assignment~


my heart sink........
waiting for the future..
no no..
actually waiting for the assignment...
hahahha
i will have fun with it~


I'M DONE!!!!

family..



aku hidup kt penang ni boleh dikatakan sebatang kara..aku mmg tak ade sesiapa pun kt sini..family ak jauh...kadang2 ak rase cm terlalu tertekan dengan belajar..aktiviti ko k, kawan2..ak tension..kadang2 aku rase terlalu rendah diri sbb ak takde ape2..ak bukan ank senang..ak pon tak pandai..ak tak ade ape2 untuk dikongsi dgn orang2 kt sini..ak rase macam halimunan..tapi ape yang ak tau ak ade ialah famili aku famili ak yang sentiase ade di sisi ak mase ak susah atau senang..aku sayangkan family ak dan aku akan cuba utk belajar bersungguh2 supaya family aku dapat hidup senang..sebagai seorang anak sulong, motivasi diri ak merupakan famili aku sendiri..ak tak mahu mereka hidup terus-terusan dalam kesusahan..aku nak bagi kesengangan dalam hidup mereka..jadi sengan berbekalkan keazaman seperti ''Eyes of the tiger'' aku dengan semangat berkobar-kobar akan berusaha melangkah dengan lebih jauh lagi dalam universiti ini...

biarlah orang nak ckp ape pun pasal aku..yang pasti famili tahu siapa diri aku..itu je yang paling penting..setiap kali ak rase nak give up,ak akan bercakap dengan ibu aku..dengan dengar jer suara tua dia,hati aku jadi sejuk..hati aku jadi tenang..so, aku pon tak tension lagi...aku percaya semua orang pon lebih suka bila famili ade disamping mereka..aku sekarang..sangat rindukan famili aku..aku tahu perjalanan aku masih jauh,namun akan aku gagahi juga segala apa yang bakal melanda dalam hidup ak selama aku bergelar mahasiswa USM ni...



Famili aku besar...aku juga sentiasa ada famili angkat yang sentiasa menjaga aku..sentiasa mengambil berat tentang kebajikan ak..terima kasih semua..

Family angkat yang sentiasa ada membantuku..

Improving self confidence~


Faith and Believe in yourself





Self confidence is having faith in yourself and your ability to handle whatever situations are presented to you. You are blessed with freedom from doubt in yourself. When you need to perform a task or complete a project, you have no question in your mind that you will succeed. You are not afraid to look people in the eye or to express your thoughts.

Having confidence in yourself means you have belief in your ability to accomplish things that others would consider difficult or impossible. This type of faith in yourself inspires others around you and they often start believing that you can deliver whatever you’ve set out to do. At this point, you’ve succeeded in convincing not only yourself but other people that you will succeed.

If you have faith in yourself, you are able to laugh at yourself. You trust and believe that you’ll be able to deal with whatever life throws you, good or bad. If you know what you want and where you’re trying to go, you have self confidence. If you stay calm under pressure, because you know it’s only a matter of time until you figure out what to do, you have self confidence. Another good indicator of having adequate confidence is a sense of purpose and a willingness to take risks.

Self confidence ebook - Improve yourself
Your confidence level may fluctuate on a daily basis. A bad day at the office or an argument with your spouse may cause you to feel shaky. If you’ve overloaded your schedule and are having trouble meeting all your obligations, you may have periods of self-doubt. On the other hand, solving a problem you’ve been working on for some time will cause it to soar.

Believing in yourself can open doors for you. People are likely to agree with your interpretation of your ability to handle situations. If you believe you can handle anything, others will too.

Lacking faith in your ability to handle situations occasionally is normal. If you find that you doubt yourself more often than not, you need to work on improvement.







Living with no self esteem?whre should i go then?? Ezine articles.


What should you do?
How many time per week?
Explain how needs and motives influence motivation
everyday
Identify several needs and motives that could be propelling you into action
everytime
Pinpoint how the hierarchy of needs could explain your behavior
Sometimes maybe 2 or 3
Explain why and how goals contribute to self-motivation
everyday
Describe how to set effective goals and the problems sometimes created by goals
Describe several specific techniques of self-motivation
Apply the self-discipline model to achieving your goals
Every two days

how to motivate student..

Motivating students is a challenge all teachers face. Since every classroom consists of a wide array of students, each student brings with them different student learning styles, different interests, and different life experiences that make each classroom unique and special. There are several ways that teachers can tap into the individual learning styles and interests of students, thus making learning more fun and meaningful all at the same time. One excellent way to start is by having strong classroom management skills; you can refine your natural talents in this area by following the tips found in Take Back That Class.

Here are some teaching ideas for how to motivate students:

Expectations. Teachers should set reasonable objectives for every lesson that allow their students to progress in the classroom. Expect students to achieve the objectives, and they will. Studies show that students achieve at higher rates when their teachers have high expectations for them.
Success. Motivate students by showing them that they can be successful in the classroom. Teachers can differentiate instruction to meet the students' needs by adjusting the corresponding class work to the appropriate levels. Class work can be modified in a variety of ways: shortened assignments, extra response time, or enrichment activities.
Relevance. Show students how what they are learning matters in real life. This is one of the most effective motivation techniques, especially for older students, as it gives them meaning and purpose for their hard work. Guide students to discuss the new material, and allow students to draw on their own experiences to learn and understand the new material.

As a conclusion, we should really appreciate what are the teachers trying to do with us or maybe with our kids someday..it is not easy to be a teacher.. Teacher's role is very important to educate us..they have to bare every possible reaction from parents and students.. what can i say here is that motivation from others also important in someones life..not only teachers,maybe friends too..you can find anything at this web,just click and you will find the solution...
HOW TO DO THINGS..






stress!!!!

what a day today...this is why i hate to do last minutes job..i'll get stress..but what should i do..i've been very busy for this whole month..i dont even get to see my friends like i used to before..i hope i will finish all this thing by this month..whenever i felt this way, i would always look at Jensen Ackles..i dont know why,but he is my inspiration..maybe because he's hot?haha..the thing is, we should always find a way to make our mind clear so that we can continue to do our works..especially student like me, i'll get stress out very easily, n this semester, very frequently...what a hard time i had.. dear Jensen, you are my flower...





Jensen Ackles : Eye of the Tiger
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Self Esteem vs Me?

huhu..this is my biggest problems...self esteem..i dont even know how to handle it sometimes..i always look down to myself..i know everyone has their own weakness but i always think that i'm worse..but now, i slowly tried to make myself to be more confident..i try to listen to people advise so that i could be more positive about myself..just like one of our friends said :

feel good about yourself

how to get that feeling?...if you are not lazy.just google "self-esteem"...there's too many articles about this thing..all  sorts...

my tips...learn how to like yourself, identify your strength and your weakness...things that you have to admit, you admit it...things that you have to improve, you must improve...make a check list if you already know what your strength ang weakness..

throw away all negative feeling...such as," i am no good"...When God create us, He gave us all sorts of perfectness that we should appreciate...we have to think that and not waiting for someone to tell you about it...find it through thinking process, through hard work, through experince..and through knowledge....

once you comfortable with yourself, naturally and beautifully you will be opened to the world around you...and believe me, people like you because of who you are not what you are...

look at Mawi AF3 for example...crowd love him because of himself, dun fake like other singer...if you are a Malay,just be it...no need to change identity to make people fall in love with us...be your self :p

i've got this from a friend at The FORUM..


acknowledge this at some web... TIPS

something that makes me blooming..~

everytime i listened to this song,i feel very energetic..i will have the courage and guts to go through my difficult time..my spirit light up..my soul would be sparkles...haha..yeah.its true..this is the song that could brighten up my day and life...




Eye of the tiger survivor
This MP3 was found at Dilandau MP3

What is motivation???


Motivation is to give reason, incentive, enthusiasm, or interest that causes a specific action or certain behavior. Motivation is present in every life function. Simple acts such as eating are motivated by hunger. Education is motivated by desire for knowledge. Motivators can be anything from reward to coercion.

There are two main kinds of motivation: intrinsic and extrinsic. Intrinsic motivation is internal. It occurs when people are compelled to do something out of pleasure, importance, or desire. Extrinsic motivation occurs when external factors compel the person to do something. However, there are many theories and labels that serve as sub tittles to the definition of motivation. For example: "I will give you a candy bar if you clean your room." This is an example of reward motivation.
A common place that we see the need to apply motivation, is in the work place. In the work force, we can see motivation play a key role in leadership success. A person unable to grasp motivation and apply it, will not become or stay a leader. It is critical that anyone seeking to lead or motivate understand "Howletts Hierarchy of Work Motivators."
Salary, benefits, working conditions, supervision, policy, safety, security, affiliation, and relationships are all externally motivated needs. These are the first three levels of "Howletts Hierarchy" When these needs are achieved, the person moves up to level four and then five. However, if levels one through three are not met, the person becomes dissatisfied with their job. When satisfaction is not found, the person becomes less productive and eventually quits or is fired. Achievement, advancement, recognition, growth, responsibility, and job nature are internal motivators. These are the last two levels of "Howletts Hierarchy." They occur when the person motivates themselves (after external motivation needs are met.) An employer or leader that meets the needs on the "Howletts Hierarchy" will see motivated employees and see productivity increase. Understanding the definition of motivation, and then applying it, is one of the most prevalent challenges facing employers and supervisors. Companies often spend thousands of dollars each year hiring outside firms just to give motivation seminars.
Another place motivation plays a key role is in education. A teacher that implements motivational techniques will see an increased participation, effort, and higher grades. Part of the teachers job is to provide an environment that is motivationally charged. This environment accounts for students who lack their own internal motivation. One of the first places people begin to set goals for themselves is in school. Ask any adult: "What is the main thing that motivates you." Their answer will most likely be goals. Even the simplest things in life are the result of goal setting. A person may say, "I want to save 300.00 for a new T.V." Well, that is a goal. School is where we are most likely to learn the correlation between goals, and the definition of motivation. That correlation is what breeds success.
So, as you can see, motivation is what propels life. It plays a major role in nearly everything we do. Without motivation, we would simply not care about outcomes, means, accomplishment, education, success, failure, employment, etc.. Then, what would be the point?
Wendy Pan is an accomplished niche website developer and author. To learn more about definition of motivation, please visit Self Improvement and Motivation for current articles and discussions.