Friday, September 16, 2011

first two weeks... September's

my fingers freeze... im not sure what to write..i faced the same thing everytimes i want to start updating my blog.. well, i'm not a good writer nor a creative thinker..hehe.. 

starting from 12 Sept 2011, the new semester has begun...as expected, the first week was the toughest.. with all the registration and juniors and convocation and whatsoever, drowning me..arghhhh, what a chaotic week.. i really had a very long holiday... my head cannot think straight, my legs move so slow... there were so much going on and i felt like crying..

cry...ermm... sometimes i felt like i was so alone here.. i don't know who to speak with, and maybe it is because i felt so insecure.. i may look tough on the outside but the thing is, i'm a fragile one... well yeah, i may also forget things easily, but when i faced those misery or trouble or whatsoever they called, sometimes, i said sometimes,i do think of something stupid..i mean,very stupid..

this week maybe hard, but in two weeks later, i'll forget whatever happened... and i know, that is my strength....

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