Sunday, September 18, 2011

Yang Cacat Dan Terhina

Berapa banyak hati
mengesan dan terkesan,
Lepasnya cerita terbiar di jalanan;
yang peduli dan yang mendiamkan...

Betapa cantiknya dunia :
sedang yang peduli tiada upaya,
sedang yang upaya merasa tiada,
kekal cacatlah sekelompok manusia.

Dalam hati yang juga ada kebersihan,
Seruang lapang merindukan kasih,
Kasih manusia kasih merasa
dari penganggungan cacat terhina.

Betapapun pura-pura
Niat busuk tersembul-sembul jua,
Sepatah kalimat yang datangnya dari syurga ;
Manusia disini hanya punya cacat dan hina.

Ia yang punya kesempurnaan
Melihat yang kurang hanya menyemak bumi,
Ia yang dengan sekali geram menikam :
Cacat dan terhina tidak ada tempat disini...

Mahsuri S.N

Friday, September 16, 2011

THIS TIME AROUND, I SHOULD WRITE ABOUT YOU GUYS...


i've known her for about 8 years.. we become so close.. we're like sibling.. her whole family welcome me like i am their own blood.. i really appreciate the love that they all give to me.. i'll do anything for you Adilah Abdul Manan.. i know that i hurt your feeling when i don't come to your wedding day..i am really really am sorry for that.. we've been through a lot together.. you are not changed at all eventhough you're married now.. and the most important thing was, you gave birth to a very lovely baby girl yesterday.. 16th September 2011.. well, i can celebrate my birthday with her later.. i hope our relationship will last forever.. loves you...






her name is Hazwani Razin... well wanie, as you already know, i envy you everytime you gets the higher marks than me.. i cannot stand whenever you a head over me.. hehhe.. to me, you are my challenger.. well, in so many way, i think we had a lot in common... or maybe it just me thinking that way.. hurm.. do you know that whenever i hear you or see you, i felt that all my problem gone away..maybe because of your clumsiness(i dont even know if this is a word) and laughter.. hehehe...






My lovely twin Nurhaizah Anis Narissa... she may look so lovely but the truth, she's really hard inside.. currently she study at UPSI.. i really enjoy the time that we spent together.. i know that past two and three years, i seldom contact you.. not like i forget you, it just me.. i dont even contact will others.. i may sometimes misunderstood you, but at the end of the day, i still believe you.. i don't care what people may say about you, because i know you better than them.. you know what Anis, i love you and most of all, i believe in you..





tottttttttttttt~ handsome girl named Nur Baiti Amirah.. she's very soft-hearted person.. no matter how annoyed she was with someone, she'll never have the guts to not befriend with one.. i admire that from her... her strength is her friendship.. she's never forgot her friend... shes very royal.. i know tot, i used to bullied you when we are in form 2 and i'm sorry for that... iknow no matter how far we may get, you will still remember me right?? so do I...






this Chinese looking girl is one of my besties.. actually i known her since 6 years ago but we got more close when we were both attending the same college in Kedah.. Marina Saifuddin, the one that i always looked up to.. she's caring.. she cares about me a lot and i think her as my own sister eventhough we're the same age.. one thing that actually i learn a lot from her is to think positively.. she might not know this but she is the one who taught me to be strong and positive.. and for that, i really thank her... i hope you will get the love of your life very soon.. heheh...






kak Dieya.. Nurul Nadirra Abd Rahman... She's comfort me all the time.. i actually know her since we were in primary school.. i used to be a very scary prefect at school and she used to hate me too.. hehe... so funny when i think about it... sometimes her word may be harsh but she didn't mean it...she is a straight person, so she might just speak her minds out.. thats her charm... she might have said things wrongly but she's very soft... she hugged me whenever i need her.. kak dieya, hang mmg terbaeekkk!!


 little girl fatin... she's funny.. and she likes to gotcha me...aishhh... i still remember about tha Naufal thing... how she said that naufal helps her... until i end up PM to naufal saying Thank you for helping my friend... so embrassing... she' the one that take my pictures with poknik..my secret crush... actually not a secret anymore..heheh... among the Sailormoon, she's the one who always do keep in touch with all of us... forr that, i'm very grateful to have you as my friend...








this funny girl named Nurul Nabilla Abd Rahman... she's the strongest among us, Sailormoon... she gets what she want... she's can be very aggresive in persuading and getting the ''man'' that she like.. she's very straight forward and she's not hiding anything from us... she likes to eat, well of cause, that is also my thing... i don't know why but i keep thinking about your blue scaf, the one that shamim gave you..i hate that scarf.. so blue...errrrrrrrr








this time around. i'll show you my bestfriend in Universiti Sains Malaysia... Saira Sazleen, she's everywhere with me.. she's like my shadow, or me as her shadow..hehehe... she's there whenever i need her, she's always available... haha... we eat, we spent, we do everything together... i hope that we'll still in touch even after our graduation in two years time.... hehhe...




Ain Shamin Kamil... sweet little girl with a very matured appereance and thought... she's very independent i adore her for that... i love when you always concern about me..you like my mother here...hehehe... if i ever made a mistake, plz forgive me... i just being me... anyway, loves you....






They are peoples that i loved... i am not good in expressing my love, my concern to you guys, but deep inside i hope you know that i always love you...


Allofus (sorry wanie, cant fine those with your pic in it..huhu)

Sailormoon


Batians

you know what is funny???

Actually, I am not a Leo... I am a VIRGO... it just happened that i like this colour(RED)..hahhaha

first two weeks... September's

my fingers freeze... im not sure what to write..i faced the same thing everytimes i want to start updating my blog.. well, i'm not a good writer nor a creative thinker..hehe.. 

starting from 12 Sept 2011, the new semester has begun...as expected, the first week was the toughest.. with all the registration and juniors and convocation and whatsoever, drowning me..arghhhh, what a chaotic week.. i really had a very long holiday... my head cannot think straight, my legs move so slow... there were so much going on and i felt like crying..

cry...ermm... sometimes i felt like i was so alone here.. i don't know who to speak with, and maybe it is because i felt so insecure.. i may look tough on the outside but the thing is, i'm a fragile one... well yeah, i may also forget things easily, but when i faced those misery or trouble or whatsoever they called, sometimes, i said sometimes,i do think of something stupid..i mean,very stupid..

this week maybe hard, but in two weeks later, i'll forget whatever happened... and i know, that is my strength....